First & Sick .

First blog. I'll try to make it interesting; 

Dog I'm sick, but it's alright because I'm feeling better anyways. Well enough to attend school. Which is whack. But a student gotta do what a student's gotta do. Pff.

I just got done looking through OLD myspace comments... Got to admit, miss a few friends I was close with. & Now they're gone making wrong choices . Then I read a few comments that got me disappointed in myself. Because really now, how could I have been so blind to see that he was too sensitive, and everything that was typed out was just to corny, and a whole load of bull? It's funny how I fell for it, but I'm completely glad I fell out. I know it may sound harsh to say. But it's true, I've always waited for that day to have that feeling of being 'free' i guess. I got that freedom when I let go of what was holding me back from doing all the things I love to do, and being with all the people I love. But anyways, that was last year. 

Hello 2009.

Honestly... I was afraid to move on to o9. Hah, Cuz of the fact that o8 was the best for me. Got to be with people I never expected to be with, felt noticed again, was able to hangout with friends that I never gotten to before, plus I became closer with my cousin, and cousins that i havn't seen for years. There was a lot of drama i guess. But that never stopped me from loving o8. Come to think of it though, ever since 09 has started; I LOVE IT. All day and err day has been the shit so far. Happier with my friends, and the choices I'm making. Few months ago i was afraid of staying single i guess. Always felt like something was missing. Now i completely understand that I don't need a man to fulfill my needs. Haha well, i already knew that, but it's just nice knowing that i believe it. Off and on been into a few guys. Now i'm just working on settling my mind. Which is pretty close to being settled. I'm glad 09 is here. I'm prepared for anything that's coming my way. Haha, well at least I hope.

& Yesterday, winter nights was the shit. SRC breakers did good, JAKN'M memories still buildin up, my bro still be ballin, & I'm still being me even when a whole crowd be watchin;].